Tuesday, August 16, 2005

It is important in life to conclude things properly.
Only then can you let go.
Otherwise you are left with words you should have said but never did,
and your heart is heavy with remorse.
That bungled goodbye hurts me to this day.

Yann Martel, Life of Pi

CEF registered thoughts about Ron at 8/16/2005 11:22:00 PM
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Thursday, August 11, 2005

Shredding myself up
With the jagged edges
Of my very own memories.

Everytime a tiny detail comes to mind,
What bursts through the dams
is more than I wanted to handle.

Sometimes all it takes
Is a little bit of hope
To keep me alive
So that I can die
A little at a time.

CEF registered thoughts about Ron at 8/11/2005 01:17:00 AM
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Thursday, August 04, 2005

Today Lady Fate found a little path
And lead the feeling of missing you
Right back into my heart

And as I went through our last conversations again
I smiled and laughed and I laughed so hard
Until my emotions fell apart

CEF registered thoughts about Ron at 8/04/2005 04:53:00 PM
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Today I bought a rare CD, containing a single song we shared.

The flashbacks of my translation of the song, just wouldn't go away.

But it wouldn't be a surprise, if I am the only person who remembers this song now.

CEF registered thoughts about Ron at 8/04/2005 01:37:00 AM
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[ PIECES OF JADE ]

>> Ramblings.

McKean met Leafy on mIRC in late June of 2001.

Leafy left for UK around August/September 2001.

Leafy left.

Leafy last sent an email to McKean in June 2002.

McKean finally left home for UK in June 2003.

But McKean has lost Leafy forever.

Leafy was the Ice-Queen, the RainbowFlag, the Fei, the love of McKean's life.

She still is.

Leafy doesn't see what she left behind.

McKean does.

>> Twitches.

poetry
aug'01-2003
frames of thought


>> Familar Blues.

You Belong To Me
[Jason Wade/Vonda Shepard]
Tian Tian (Everyday)
[David Tao]
Hallo
[Lionel Ritchie]
When She Danced
[David Foster]
You Come To My Senses
[Chicago]
Xiang Ai Ni
[David Huang Dawei]
Ni Ba Wo Guan Zui
[David Huang Dawei]
Promise Me
[Beverly Craven]
Our Story
[Tension]

earlier letters
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