Saturday, October 22, 2005

Oh yes, it is true, it hurts.
If it doesn't hurt, then it probably didn't mean anything.
So I guess, as ironic as it sounds, I am glad it hurts.

When you are sorrowful,
look again in your heart,
and you shall see that, in truth,
you are weeping for that which has been your delight.

Kahlil Gibran

CEF registered thoughts about Ron at 10/22/2005 11:14:00 PM
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Friday, October 21, 2005

Trixie.

Running through old computer HDD,
Trying to free up space for new pictures.
The best place to clear up first,
Is of course useless IRC files and logs.
Clicking on unfamiliar nicknames first,
Is perfectly logical.

I clicked on Trixie.log,
And there you were.
No,
There we were.

We are not us anymore,
We are You and Me.
And You and Me are OK.
But I just want to know.
I still do need to know.

Who are you?
Where are you?
Why won't you... ?

Everytime I comb through my heart and soul,
But still I am unable to find an answer.
And I doubt I ever will,
If I have to do this on my own.

CEF registered thoughts about Ron at 10/21/2005 04:42:00 PM
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[ PIECES OF JADE ]

>> Ramblings.

McKean met Leafy on mIRC in late June of 2001.

Leafy left for UK around August/September 2001.

Leafy left.

Leafy last sent an email to McKean in June 2002.

McKean finally left home for UK in June 2003.

But McKean has lost Leafy forever.

Leafy was the Ice-Queen, the RainbowFlag, the Fei, the love of McKean's life.

She still is.

Leafy doesn't see what she left behind.

McKean does.

>> Twitches.

poetry
aug'01-2003
frames of thought


>> Familar Blues.

You Belong To Me
[Jason Wade/Vonda Shepard]
Tian Tian (Everyday)
[David Tao]
Hallo
[Lionel Ritchie]
When She Danced
[David Foster]
You Come To My Senses
[Chicago]
Xiang Ai Ni
[David Huang Dawei]
Ni Ba Wo Guan Zui
[David Huang Dawei]
Promise Me
[Beverly Craven]
Our Story
[Tension]

earlier letters
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