Saturday, January 14, 2006

Please, remember me
Mistakenly
In the window of the tallest tower call
Then pass us by
But much too high
To see the empty road at happy hour
Leave and resonate
Just like the gates
Around the holy kingdom
With words like 'Lost and Found' and 'Don't Look Down'
And 'Someone Save Temptation'

And

Please, remember me
As in the dream
We had as rug-burned babies
Among the fallen trees
And fast asleep
Aside the lions and the ladies
That called you what you like
And even might
Give a gift for your behavior
A fleeting chance to see
A trapeze
Swing as high as any savior

Iron & Wine

CEF registered thoughts about Ron at 1/14/2006 01:47:00 AM
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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

I went to the website for my old email account, and it has been bought over completely, which means I have lost all the emails from you.

A sign perhaps?
That is what most people would say.
A sign that you and I are not meant to see each other again.

The strange thing is,the more everything tries to erase you from me, it gets much harder to let things go.

Let's just call it a natural act of retaliation, alright?

CEF registered thoughts about Ron at 1/04/2006 12:28:00 AM
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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Before sunrise.

We met in virtual space.
Many nights of conversations,
That never seemed quite enough,
To quench my thirst for a good talk.

In between sunrise and sunset,
I held my breathe.

Searching,
Seeking,
Waiting,
Travelling,
Moving.

I don't think there will be a sunset,
That is waiting for me to neglect.

CEF registered thoughts about Ron at 1/03/2006 12:56:00 PM
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[ PIECES OF JADE ]

>> Ramblings.

McKean met Leafy on mIRC in late June of 2001.

Leafy left for UK around August/September 2001.

Leafy left.

Leafy last sent an email to McKean in June 2002.

McKean finally left home for UK in June 2003.

But McKean has lost Leafy forever.

Leafy was the Ice-Queen, the RainbowFlag, the Fei, the love of McKean's life.

She still is.

Leafy doesn't see what she left behind.

McKean does.

>> Twitches.

poetry
aug'01-2003
frames of thought


>> Familar Blues.

You Belong To Me
[Jason Wade/Vonda Shepard]
Tian Tian (Everyday)
[David Tao]
Hallo
[Lionel Ritchie]
When She Danced
[David Foster]
You Come To My Senses
[Chicago]
Xiang Ai Ni
[David Huang Dawei]
Ni Ba Wo Guan Zui
[David Huang Dawei]
Promise Me
[Beverly Craven]
Our Story
[Tension]

earlier letters
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